Thursday, January 9, 2014

Childhood Memories

-Nostalgia-

She played hide and seek
And counts good when she’s it
Memorized the lines of the song
“I Love You” by Barney
She bit her playmate when she was six
And their slippers under the stairs
She’s a brat and she’s good (at it)
She’s a real headache, but one thing, she’s not rude
She swung that swing in the mango tree
Till she was twelve
She got hit on the butt one too many times
Before she’s eight
She fell from the guava tree and survived
She fell from the old house’s stairs
She fell from that thing on the playground and cried
She too much chocolates and lost her teeth
She crashed her bike too often and skinned her knees
Every day on Summer she’s outside on the streets
playing patintero or piko
She’ll never go home until her Mama comes for her
She tried to cut classes when she was nine
It was back in fourth grade one afternoon
She resented it after fleeing upon seeing a snake
She made friends and she made fights
Sometimes she’ll come home crying from a school fight
She’s tough and a lover of her old crayons and paints
She loves her Jennifer and Panda Bear
But outgrown them when she was ten
She stuck to her books, pens and paints
And watched cartoons ‘til eight
She climbed that branch of the old mango tree
And slept many afternoons on that mat
And from that big window, she sad with her Mama.
She ran from her Papa’s belt all over the backyard
She cried one too many times
Skinned her knees
Got bumps on her head
Got bruised and scarred her skin every ten days
She loved that old swing.
She swung it from four ‘til she’s twelve
She love everything from her childhood.
The laughters and pains,
lessons,
preaches,
fights and friends,
cries and tears,
beats and hits,
bruises and scars,
crayons, books, Panda and the bike,
the twilight of summer and auburn sky.

‘My swing. Oh, the old swing where all the childhood memories cling.’ 08/01/08

Incineration


The hands that held my bony structures
The fingers that moulded unto my skin
The moist lips that held me captive
Touching this tear-drenched flesh
Through my ebony strands it caressed
Down my pointed chin
Sending a soft whisper
A melody of our sin.
Those eyes it gazed and it stared
Melting my own glimpse
Burned with its flare
Wanting, longing I could hear you confess
Without your lips parting
Warm, inviting, teasing with threat
A smile curved on your mouth,
Romancing.
The touch that sent my blood cascading,

Enticing.  07/31/08

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Tearing a Piece of Paper

It came, words cliched by careless mouths.
Betraying the hopeful romantics.
Trying to make the unpeculiar erotic
to the ears of the damned,
to the eyes of the weak.
Looping, curving, every loop hangs.
Penetrating the vulnerable, the hopeful.
Confessing a sin-to-be.
Confusing the hopeless---hopeless romantic.

Black Diary

Like the books I ravished for censored content.
Like keeping my eyes shut but my ears open.
Like unillustrated pages with sensual phrases
seducing the imaginations creativity.
Beholding innocence, capturing what's natural.
Feeling guiltless of bygones.
Savoring the unknowns.

Like an Empty Can

You drank me all,
drained to the bottom.
Held me with those hands
eager to quench the thirst.
With that mouth  you tasted,
every sigh --- satiated.
Each gulp you take,
wanting more,
like cocaine, like drug.

Then you were filled.
I,--- empty.
Left --- empty.
Crushed by the palm that once
held me gently.
Just like that,
A fluid to quench thirst.
Now I am no more than a can littered.

A Dreamer's Lament

I am a dreamer
Alone and unamused
Wanting too much
of nothing much at all
Daring to dance my life
away in a dream,
Censored and scorned,
guilty about everything.

I want dark and the moon
so I can fake a smile or cry
and change almost everything
Even plunder a love once lost
or imagine it mine.
I can dance on a string,
bleed on shards of broken glass
in a fluid melody of carnal ecstasy
in a dream,
in a dream.

Wilt, dry, time.
Perpetual nebula_You.
Dream, whispers, ghosts, screams.
Sanity, weep, Reality torn.

Screaming Infidelities

These things are holding you down
things inside your closet drowning you now.
Sleepless nights, every memory
of you and me our wordless vows,
Wake and break you, thought you could escape.

Screaming infidelities inside your head
taking every bit of sanity away
Tossing and turning in this empty bed
Wishing I was with you instead.

Little voices cursing, screaming your name
Mental images of you and me
I could not escape
the thought, the memory
The feeling now living inside me.

Your scent lingering in my head.
Bringing back crumpled sheets beneath us
those wordless breaths that heat us
through and through.

You were strong and I, weak.
Knew all these would come and go.
Now shadows of footsteps and silhouettes
Reminders of when the heart was bleak.

And your voice though distant
kept calling my name
And no, I could not escape you,
I have no shame.

And your voice though distant,
seemed so loud
Your breath warm against my skin.
And no, I would not escape you.

The thought, the mem'ry,
The feeling now living inside me.


[ Wrote this on an earlier date.-Kimj]

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