Get Over It!

I want to believe I have that curse of a strong sixth sense. Just so I could blame it for feeling so down right now. I really shouldn't have opened up and see, let it hang on my face: "the truth" .Feeling like such a big loser. I want to cry it out, I'm so pissed off of myself. I tend to take things for granted, I tend to let them pass. And at the very end, I'm left empty handed wishing I could have just held on to what I had at that very moment. It sucks being me right now. I should learn to stop over thinking things, learn to open up again, even for just a little so I could be happy, even just a bit. Cause I have been down for the longest time, for the same reasons again and again and again. Could it just be a streak of bad luck or I suck at making decisions for myself ? (Maybe both.) I'm gonna go crazy if I get another downer for the rest of this freaking year.