Jan, jan ka magaling.

I hope people can live up to what comes from their boiling mouths! Even mean what they say, I hate how some people just make promises. Just make. Never act on them. Get your hopes up, then do nothing. Made up almost all available excuses. Again and again. And again. So please don't blame those who find it hard to believe what you say, even if you are already telling the truth. Don't make promises if you don't really mean it! JUST TELL THE TRUTH AND WALK AWAY. Just give me time to vent and all is fine.

Between Heart and Mind -Nov.14,2010

I am...
Losing my own battle,
A war between the heart and mind
Fighting for what is felt
And what I can barely explain
I'm losing my heart and mind (to you)
Sanity is now a question
Believing and doubting
Facts and make believes
A war between the senses and judgment,
Of pain and bliss.
A battle against the odds... or with it.
I cannot defy what is... what is not.
A bore... numb to pain.
A whore, completely surrendering sanity,
Mad for make believes,
Slave to the unknown,
A soldier bleeding
on a limbo,
Dying in oblivion;
in a war of hearts and minds.
A war without victors.